Inspire me to create happiness within myself
Let me find what Im searching for
Give me my fantasy world where I can take pleasure in myself
Im sinking into a pool of sadness and its blinding
I cant seem to see the fire within your eyes burning for me
The whirl pool of betrayal has swallowed me whole
Im not trying to seduce you, so
Hold out your hand for me and dont let me pull you in
Ill try not to reward you with my psychosis
But instead give you aspiration created by my reason for living
Happiness! Its returning slowly thanks too the false hope you created for me
Just enough to get up a
Farewell to all the unknown floating in this vast opening in my head
Im injecting myself with high spirits {Sex, drugs and rock and roll}
Leaving all emptiness behind for your sorrow mind to collect!
Youll desire the dark and quixotic track Im building for your lust
Jump onboard my fantasy train; its on its way to hell where all sin is superior
The devil will kneel down to our immorality and ask us to feed his army
Well decline his proposal cause were the inferior ones creating it
All transgression ones came from a land were man lived in solidarity
A land where evil was ones something to fear
Today we r
You feed of the desperation of others
While others feed of your desperation
Why cant you commit?
Why do you need the blood of plenty?
You love the smell the of death
But you hate the way you are?
I want to stab you in the chest
Make you disappear
But I fell in love with the idea of changing you
So ill capture you and place you in my cage
Where ill feed you my enemies
Ill try to keep you satisfied
With every last drop of sin I can but my hands on!
How can something so beautiful be so evil?
Im trying to save you
And youre trying to turn me
Into your little sadistic toy
You manipulated me into giving you the k
Bloody clouds making halos around the sun,
Tear drops falling from the sky and
The moon creeping around the corner
Darkness is slowly falling upon this town
The streets become empty as the steam leaves lonely roads
They scatter like ants before a storm just to avoid the tear drops
Why is it that we all choose to run away from sadness?
Why do we need to hide away from sorrow?
Mixed emotions all seeking redemption
Yet we try and stuff it all down our throats and act like it was tasty
Its going to rot inside of you and letting it out then is not going to be easy!
Let those tears run down your cheeks
Dont wipe it!
Underneath shady skies I sit and wait on decisions Im yet to make
Future plans and past tense games, where will this road take me?
Muddy road forks ahead, which way shall I go?
Dark tunnels with a speck of light, how long will it take?
My fuel is burning out and pit stops there are no more
Time to get out and hitch a ride into the unknown
Or do I stick around and see where I will end up?
Not wanting to chase shadows but looking for a chance to shine,
Dont want to disappoint but disappointment I dont want
I need someone to save me,
Guide me,
Convince me this road is worth driving!
Shake your head and walk away
Can I help for feelings I dont feel?
Blame it on superstition, blame it on faith
I dont care.
Im looking after my own interest and Im not interested
So Im telling you the truth and the truth is not about you
Dark as it may seem, its for a brighter ending
One that will tear years out of the book of life
So that you can rewrite history and reinvent your future
Write a story about yourself, fix the broken and heal the ill
Make yourself the hero of a happy tail that once had a sad beginning
Be creative, have fun while I discover my ways
For one day I will love to
Smudge me with lunacy
Create me a fantasy
Deliver me hope
Show me doubt
What should I do with you?
Your blurry image giving me disorderly thoughts
Playing games of chance
These cards have already been dealt
And you want to go all in?
Should I call or should I fall?
Should I bare it all on your bare back?
Show me desperation and Ill jump right in
Show me commitment and I will fold!
Conservatively Ill play this game with my mind set on the prize youll pay
Remember girl, my winnings will be your loss
Hope the time spent with me was worth the loss.
Blinding bright lights all over yet this room feel so dark
No windows only one way mirrors staring at me
Lie detectors barking out dark secrets while technology is feeding our brains
You stare at my sweaty palms while tapping your feet to the beat of that machine
You pour me a glass of confidence in hope of hearing the truth
What is it you want of me; Im not the bearer of bad news
Why is it that your conscience is playing games with my mind?
Has this illusion affected your brain?
Your half truths and dodgy moves has no affect on me
I can not say what Ive not been told
Sorry my friend
Im not the bearer of bad
Innocently brought into this world with muddy feet and dirty mouths.
Chasing butterflies as they fly. Puppy play on sandy beach. Stickmen drawings on bedroom walls.
Where has my baby gone?
Big black boots and steel stabbed lips. Rocky walls and metal floors. Dark room with Smokey smells. Halos and the antichrist. Ink addicted friends and shady boys.
Where will my baby go?
Imagine lust, a sexy black dress with high heels
Impure thoughts
How can I not think of it?
Like a crack addict in rehab,
A head banger listening to hip-hop
Sex, drugs, rock & roll
Powder your nose, put on your best dress
Do everything you can to make me weep
Give me hope, give me dope
Give me what I need
Undress, blow me a kiss
Make me want more
Make me give into you
This must be wrong
This must be a sin
How can I be so addicted to you?
Powder white face, black soul
Black nails and eye shadow
Red lipstick with a warm smile
Death by disease,
She will infect you with her addiction
It's on your tongue, it's in your mind,
It's on its way to your blood stream!
It will end up in your heart!
We want it…
We need it…
We desire the forbidden fruit
Please deny it…
Invisible lines there are no more…
Jump the gun…
Skip the rope…
Death will creep up sooner or later
Don't look back…
Don't run…
Forgive yourself, say goodbye and enjoy the ride!
You wanted me
You got me
You made me
You broke me
You fixed me
I loved you
I needed you
I gave into you
I gave myself to you
I cried out for you
You showed me love
You showed me hate
I showed you lust
I showed you spite
You showed me forgiveness
You showed me you loved me to
I tried to change
I tried to trust
I failed…
It's on the news.
We talk about it in the queues.
Oil worth gold,
for my soul it will be sold!
You've infected our minds with shallow remarks.
Our homes are invaded with many regards.
We all need what you want,
but is it really worth all the lives?
Don't drop that bomb!
Don't sing that song,
about the soldier that died for a country that cried.
Fifty two holes and red on the blue,
the flag is now worth nothing to you!
Peace parade for creed I will trade.
Nothing worth more than that black cascade.
I cannot judge,
for I don't know much,
but surely losing an innocent life,
can't be worth for what you strive!
Illusion, Red fades to gray by skim4real, literature
Literature
Illusion, Red fades to gray
There she was with her bloody clothes killing time round the fire
Tripping on the illusion of love
She deserved all the attention the cherry red flames gave her
With her pale green eyes she stared back at me for a second
Still tripping on the illusion of love she called me over and asked me to sit down
With blood rushing thru my veins I sat down next to her on the thorny grass
I could feel the love glowing out of her when she touched my naked chest
Still counting my heart beat she decided to kiss me
She lost count, we lost track of time, we got lost in the illusion of love
With her bloody body on mine and my back on the thorny grass
Given in again...
stupid bitch....
Just broken away from the beautifull...
Now i have to live with this..
a brand new secret to keep,
another shamfull memory...
another giant leap away from my integrity...
iv lost myself and who i am...
Never to sure of where i stand....
Dont know what the fuck i am...
Its sad to see i dont know me.
The Confusion about my Tears.. by Naz22, literature
Literature
The Confusion about my Tears..
Why do we cry? Why do tears exist?
When we cry all our emotions get trapped in those tears, passion, love, lust, anger, resentment, heartache, joy, betrayal and above all else love, the complicated emotion i'm yet to understand, it runs down your cheek and ends on your lips and enters the soul once more through your mouth its a cycle that repeats itself everytime.
How can a simple drop of salty water make you feel sad but better at the same time.
What does it mean, why does it happen and why can it make you feel better when you feel battered and bruised and broken and confused.
Why do we hurt eachother so, what is there to gain from it.
Its happening again, I dont understand.
Nostalgic occurrences, repeating right now.
Whats happening seems obvious.
I'm looking through an opaque object,
There is no point?
There isnt one until you can see the other side.
I thought it was over,
I'm not often right any more.
Things come back to haunt me,
They mull over inside me,
Structured like an essay,
I come to a conclusion.
One of us must go for the other to continue,
I can tell you something.
It will be me.